Gutted.

Im too ill for the karate championships.
im not aloud to do it at all.

Diazepam.

As some of you know ive been ill for a month now, solidly.
I was hoping to be okay for sundays karate championships, and i still have faith but it is deteriorating fast.

I have a huge phobia of needles and i have to have a blood test this Monday, its the first time ive ever had one since was like 1 and i dont really want to go, ive canceled it 3 times and this time and this time im finally going. I usualy pass out and cry lots and then feel bad for the rest of the day. Ive been given Diazepam and Emla creme so i wont know wtf is going on apparently =]

Karate

CHAMPIONSHIPS 2008.
Me and Alex are going to the xmas karate championships 2008, on sunday!!!
Were getting a ride down with my Dad and hoping to win some stuff :)
:)

The End Is Nigh

WORLD OF WARCRAFT.
I finished my wow 504 hours and i have no play time left and my mail as of today has been destroyed!


ARMY.
My god!!! i have a B.A.R.B test in January at 8am :| lol hope it all goes to plan :D


PHILOSOPHY.
My mum said this thing to me today "Zoe your like a tree, but not a normal one, you have many roots but you havnt grown tall and explored your branches and so you are in-experienced" I said "yes maby i am, but surely the tall tree with many branches and little roots, can topple easily and not survive in the storms and harsh conditions"