Gutted.

Im too ill for the karate championships.
im not aloud to do it at all.

Diazepam.

As some of you know ive been ill for a month now, solidly.
I was hoping to be okay for sundays karate championships, and i still have faith but it is deteriorating fast.

I have a huge phobia of needles and i have to have a blood test this Monday, its the first time ive ever had one since was like 1 and i dont really want to go, ive canceled it 3 times and this time and this time im finally going. I usualy pass out and cry lots and then feel bad for the rest of the day. Ive been given Diazepam and Emla creme so i wont know wtf is going on apparently =]

Karate

CHAMPIONSHIPS 2008.
Me and Alex are going to the xmas karate championships 2008, on sunday!!!
Were getting a ride down with my Dad and hoping to win some stuff :)
:)

The End Is Nigh

WORLD OF WARCRAFT.
I finished my wow 504 hours and i have no play time left and my mail as of today has been destroyed!


ARMY.
My god!!! i have a B.A.R.B test in January at 8am :| lol hope it all goes to plan :D


PHILOSOPHY.
My mum said this thing to me today "Zoe your like a tree, but not a normal one, you have many roots but you havnt grown tall and explored your branches and so you are in-experienced" I said "yes maby i am, but surely the tall tree with many branches and little roots, can topple easily and not survive in the storms and harsh conditions"

Day 13

MIKKKEEEEEEYYYYY came over :D My parents agreed to letting me join the army, even though there a bit upset, they think ill fuck it up or ill die.

KISSING Is the best thing in the world.

ARGH So everyday at about 5.30pm Chris, Mikeys brother calls me, when he called i hollered down the phone

HAVING SEX TALK LATER!

Only then to receive the text:
Hi its Terry.

Terry is Mikeys mum, i was going AWOL i honestly thought i yelled down the phone at Mikeys mum that i was fucking her son.

I was crapping myself about it for a while then called back to find out i was just chris being a bell end.


BTW i dont live in a tent, i was on a camping trip in the summer and thorght i'd upload some of the pics, mikey said not to put any of him up, so they'll be ranomd or soemthing:D

Day 11.3 - The Letter

Family
My House
My Street, Town
CG99L8O

Dear Mum, Dad, Danny and Patrick.

I want to drop out of college. I want to start a military career and i will start on the Army Development Course at ATR (Army Training Regiment) in Bassingbourn in Hertfordshire. Its a 20-week basic training course where i'll learn military skills such as foot drills and how to handle and fire a weapon, also how to live and work in the open and how to tackle an assault course, as well as developing my stamina and fitness. I will be stretched further than I and you thought possible and toughen me up both physically and mentally. Then when i have successfully mastered these basic military skills, I will take my place in the Passing Out parade in front of an invited audience of You my parents, relatives and friends before moving on to a specialist trade training.

Love n stuff
Zoe x



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http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=DyWQinmBjBk&feature=related

Day 11.2

Careers. Jobs. Whatever.

So originaly i wanted to be an animator.

When i was 10 i decided i wanted to do something for my country, I was going to work for SIS or the TA. For some dense reason i chose to study media at CRC. Media has nothing in the fields of my ideal career.

If i join the army, i want to be either a GUNNER SPECIAL OBSERVER. and if i got into SIS i wanted to be a Operational Officer. And if neither of them is achievable im going to be a Games Cinematics designer, and Failing that ill be a WoW GM.

I REFUSE TO WORK IN TESCO/ASDA/PRIMARK/CO-OP/SPAR/ONE-STOP/NEWSAGENTS/NEXT/MCDONALDS/SWEATSHOP/BAKERY OR ANYTHING LIKE THIS.